I don't really know where to start i lost my husband last year on holloween my life haven't been the same since, iam 22 years old with two beautiful children from my husband . they are truly the light of my life to them i am the world i mean everything but to me iam nothing! iam lost! i have been for a while i have no money and i'm barely making it with the money i get from my husband iam a full time student aswell and it is harder than i ever could imagined. i never thought i would have to do so much on my own but i do, and i can't fail because my babies need me just as much as i need them. my life has been an emotional roller coaster i'm trying to make it better yet i will make it. all in the name of love for my babies i only owe thanks to god for giving me these boys with all that said iam a widowed mother of two!!!!!!!!!!!!