Hello I am a single mother of two children. We live in Oklahoma. To start off everything I had my daughter when i was 18 years old.. Her father didn't have anything to do with her.. My family was the only support that i had. we moved to Arkansas when she was 10 months old. My daughters father got killed in a car accident when she was 4 years old. That is something I don't want any parent to go through or a child. It is one of the hardest things ever. She now is 10 years old and she thinks about her father all the time and sits and crys because she said if she could have one wish it would to bring her dad back to life. It breaks my heart everytime. I also have a son that is now 8 years old. He is disabled. he has had medical problems since birth. He has had 5 surgeries and still going. He is constantly seeing all different types of doctors. We just recently found out that he has the childhood rhuematoid athritis. It is the worst that a person can get and he is only 8 years old and has this stuff, he complains about hurting all the time. It breaks my heart to know that my son is in so much pain. I think how can I do this, I have to be strong for them both, I am there support no matter what.. But everytime we turn around something is happening, and I think how much worse can it get before it gets better.. I just recently in July seperated from my husband. He moved to florida. The reason why i seperated from him is because hes a ragging acoholic and takes pain meds while he drinks.. I don't like that , i don't want my kids to be around that.. he wasn't even hisself when taking that stuff.. Anyways him and I are currently in the process of a divorce.. I just wish for once in life that me and my kids could have or for everything to be good.. and would love for something good to happen in our lives.